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you the smoke of my cig i’m the steam of your coffee
i love bein with an artist because you dream and you draw me
we either listen to bb king or watch bob ross
when i’m bed with you, you make me feel like a mob boss
my body surfs through the waves of your hair
you misbehave, you’re a rave, you got flavor and flair
it all started out when i gave you the stare
this is shaping up to be one of my favorite affairs
you ran off but came back with a fire fly
love is a drug i’m always searchin for a higher high
in the park, we french kiss on the benches
massaging my temples and manipulation my senses
not thinkin bout the exit, in life’s left lane
hit up coney island swiggin whiskey on the F train
i can tell that it’s more than just the sex thing
we know what we got there’s no need to explain
got my tongue in ya mouth while i’m flickin your bean
you and your dirty thoughts i’m just lickin em clean
most of the time we’re doin nothin but we’re naked
i don’t what this is but its somethin and it’s sacred
we didn’t do a lot today
we stayed in the cave tomorrow we’ll go to Rockaway
layin in bed, blowin off plans
fingerin you on the subway while i’m holdin your hand
fine gypsy, wine typsy
69 in the year 1960
summer in New York of course we gettin sweaty
on the roof with a loofa, rain feel like confetti
a couple romantics sharin the same spaghetti
drinkin beers by the pier feet danglin off the jetty
my tongue ticklin your clitoris
that thang tastes like licorice
HOOK
honey in your eyes
sun on your skin
flamingos in your lips
rain up in your kiss
when you lick me with your tongue, it makes my eyes roll back
you’re full of colors, my soul is full of black
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i got the birthday blues
drinkin a 40 by myself pretending its gray goose
my real friends can see thru the fake smile
i just wanna feel fine i know it’ll take a while
i used to piss on my emotions in public
made fun of em, but always wondering what if
finally opened up and now i’m here
can’t believe it took me 25 years
i’m hungry but i can’t eat, tired but i can’t sleep
i have all these nightmares but i can’t dream
it’s hard to look on the bright side
when before i could always see it in your light eyes
yeah maybe the pain is good for my art
but is the worth the toll that it takes on my heart
i knew i was always afraid to feel shit
i finally cracked i just couldn’t conceal it
HOOK
i wish i didn’t let it out
because i’m sure we woulda been fine
now i just sit in my room and pout
cause people aren’t allowed to cry outside
we lied to ourselves and said that we didn’t care
i wonder why we couldn’t see what was clearly there
oh yeah we were scared
of this exact feeling that we share
now i’m stuck somewhere that i can’t be
panic attacks, got me diggin through my pantry
afraid to see a shrink, ashamed of what’d he think
of me i’m a mess he’d only offer me a drink
i’m emotional and i’m embarrassed of it
me and my friends hate it but my parents love it
paranoid i’m scared in public
i’m weaker than i’m ever been
i know she needs me to be a better man
but i just don’t think i can right now
i wish i didn’t give a damn right now
now understands how i am right now
HOOK
i wish i didn’t let it out
because i’m sure we woulda been fine
now i just sit in my room and pout
cause people aren’t allowed to cry outside
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my life is just one big bar hop
gettin light headed to levitate from the dark thoughts
i know i’m not taking the best route
but i can’t think straight when i’m stressed out
i kept crossing the line, so i sniffed it
a low life looking for anyway to get lifted
i used to rap now i’m a sad comedian
i’m just trying to find a happy medium
but it appears that i’m not
so the next closest thing is a beer and a shot
just give her a little nibble on her ear to get hot
the pussy tasted so good i shed a tear on her twat
she got blonde hair, blue denim and a black bra
smackin her but while i hit it from the back raw
she gave me a blowjob in the elevator
it might be heaven now but i know hell is later
HOOK x2
you left me in the fall with the leaves
the hardest winter of my life, please
cleanse me in a river of rain
because my head is hurtin and my liver’s in pain
your eyes are brown but then they turn to green
the way they change colors make me wonder what they’ve seen
i watch you, naked put coffee in the machine
but when i wake up next to you i don’t need the caffeine
i’m always wondering if it won’t last
i want you to be my own ass
only the only one,
just a couple outcasts having lonely fun
i love like a dove but i fuck like a mammal
everything we were’s in shoeboxes and shambles
doodles that ain’t done yet
no matter how sad you are you can always look at a sunset
how long will i remain broken
my only friends are these cigarettes i been smokin
water, whiskey, juice, coffee and tea
drinking liquid witcha i miss the sound of your pee
HOOK x2
you left me in the fall with the leaves
the hardest winter of my life, please
cleanse me in a river of rain
because my head is hurtin and my liver’s in pain
when i try hard to change the way i am
the emotions flood out i shoulda never gave a damn
lost my love, now i’m lonely on the L train
maybe i’ll become the devil just so i can sell pain
how’d i let a woman get me weak
i got tied down i guess i musta hit my peak
it’s all a joke until you find one that’s unique
sophisticated, but isn’t afraid to be freak
her fragrance is vagrant
when it got overwhelming we hid underneath a blanket
she been all over the atlas
and still came to visit me, myself and my mattress
all the blues i listen to, i didn’t learn a thing
i try to fly away but it hurts with broken wings
i shoulda known better then to let her win
i may have had her naked but she got me to shed my skin
HOOK x2
you left me in the fall with the leaves
the hardest winter of my life, please
cleanse me in a river of rain
because my head is hurtin and my liver’s in pain
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Marina (prod. BluntOne)
03:26
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HOOK x2
marina you were my first love
and you just might be my last
you broke my heart but you showed me that i had one
and i can’t ask for anything more than that hun
i was incapable of love
a devil in the dungeon found my angel from above
… sometimes love works but life doesn’t
i wouldn’t be down with it if my wife wasn’t
maybe we only exist together in the summer
that’d be a bummer
at first all we did was fuck, smoke cigs and drink
but we shared a bed, clothes and a sink
it started off shallow but got a little bit too deep
i would lay next to you just to listen to you sleep
you’d wake up and say i was in your dreams
maybe that’s why i wasn’t always the way i seemed
i’m not surprised you exist i just can’t believe we met
i was always hard you were always wet
HOOK x2
marina you were my first love
and you just might be my last
i got the last roll of photos i’m hopin they came out dope
but i’m too scared to open the envelope
i wanna take one more shower witchu
i’d spend my last hour witchu
two free spirits afraid to put a label on it
when you would ask, i would always change the topic
but you taught me more than any book could
there wasn’t one time i didn’t think you looked good
i met your pops in his kitchen
he even said he wanted to take me fishin
i took off your bracelets and your necklace
but i can’t erase the memories of cooking you breakfast
i cried all over new york city on a sunny day
it’s so pathetic that i guess it’s kind of funny eh?
i wonder if our photos are still on your wall
i don’t think you took em down but you’re waiting for them to fall
HOOK x2
marina you were my first love
and you just might be my last
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i treat most women like garbage
i’m sure that you already know
but baby girl you are my garden
i’ll shed a tear just to see you grow
i’m ashamed of what I’ve done to them
but all that matters is you
i don’t mind being lonely
because it gives me something to do
i just got blown off by a lady
but i don’t think she did me wrong
because i don’t want it it’s not my baby
and now we have this song
you didn’t try to change the way i was
you just fell in love with what you saw
we don’t let nothing gets between us
i’ve only been inside you raw
i love telling you my stories and reciting my poems
i share my shelter witcha, i consider you home
i was thought less and you brought bliss to my bleak
i make you laugh i have to see the chubby in your cheeks
i thought i was made of steel
but i’m a human made of flesh i’m not afraid to feel
i walk barefoot on your soul
observing your dimples, your special freckle and every mole
you cut it off, i agreed
we had to feel what it felt like to make each other bleed
i don’t pick and choose if it’s you i want all of it
i’ll never be able to call it quits
cause why would i? i could cry
you cracked my evil shell and underneath was a good guy
i’m grateful for all that’ve you done
your my garden you get all my rain, and all of my sun
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