my life is just one big bar hop
gettin light headed to levitate from the dark thoughts
i know i’m not taking the best route
but i can’t think straight when i’m stressed out

i kept crossing the line, so i sniffed it
a low life looking for anyway to get lifted
i used to rap now i’m a sad comedian
i’m just trying to find a happy medium

but it appears that i’m not
so the next closest thing is a beer and a shot
just give her a little nibble on her ear to get hot
the pussy tasted so good i shed a tear on her twat

she got blonde hair, blue denim and a black bra
smackin her but while i hit it from the back raw
she gave me a blowjob in the elevator
it might be heaven now but i know hell is later

HOOK x2

you left me in the fall with the leaves
the hardest winter of my life, please
cleanse me in a river of rain
because my head is hurtin and my liver’s in pain

your eyes are brown but then they turn to green
the way they change colors make me wonder what they’ve seen
i watch you, naked put coffee in the machine
but when i wake up next to you i don’t need the caffeine

i’m always wondering if it won’t last
i want you to be my own ass
only the only one,
just a couple outcasts having lonely fun

i love like a dove but i fuck like a mammal
everything we were’s in shoeboxes and shambles
doodles that ain’t done yet
no matter how sad you are you can always look at a sunset

how long will i remain broken
my only friends are these cigarettes i been smokin
water, whiskey, juice, coffee and tea
drinking liquid witcha i miss the sound of your pee

HOOK x2

you left me in the fall with the leaves
the hardest winter of my life, please
cleanse me in a river of rain
because my head is hurtin and my liver’s in pain

when i try hard to change the way i am
the emotions flood out i shoulda never gave a damn
lost my love, now i’m lonely on the L train
maybe i’ll become the devil just so i can sell pain

how’d i let a woman get me weak
i got tied down i guess i musta hit my peak
it’s all a joke until you find one that’s unique
sophisticated, but isn’t afraid to be freak

her fragrance is vagrant
when it got overwhelming we hid underneath a blanket
she been all over the atlas
and still came to visit me, myself and my mattress

all the blues i listen to, i didn’t learn a thing
i try to fly away but it hurts with broken wings
i shoulda known better then to let her win
i may have had her naked but she got me to shed my skin

HOOK x2

you left me in the fall with the leaves
the hardest winter of my life, please
cleanse me in a river of rain
because my head is hurtin and my liver’s in pain